She's a rebel,
She's a saint, She's a vigilante.
She's the salt of the Earth.
She's the missing link,
On the brink of Destruction,
With a purpose.
She sets the fire,
To see the flame & light.
She needs to know
Whats worth a fight
Let me share with you the most beautiful stories of my January.
I have dedicate my life to meeting new, special, profound and positive people from around the world. So far I have met around nine beautiful souls, some were relatively good though some could be better but I could recall one amazing experience.
His name is Alex Ander. And let me tell you on how amazing this person is.
He's a modest Brit, and he has respect for every single soul in the planet. He loves adventure as I am and has amazing stories of his hobby of manipulating others. Which I think might be weird. He somehow made me discover a part of myself I never knew and told me how special and unique I was and that made me feel even confident of myself. I'm so blessed and thankful that I was given a chance to touch his life and heart even for a short period of time. My heart aches when we had to part and we might not see each other for a long time, but I will always embrace every moment shared and I will never be able to forget every waking hour we spent in the gym and staying up all night to my music and just talk about life.
IF he stayed longer, tears will be shed because he meant so much.
So for my dear friend Alex, this song is for you. Please be safe where ever you are and I'll see you again. Because I rather be anywhere but here without you Alex!
Since you are bad at lyrics, the video here has the lyrics for you to read.
Hehe. :P
Foo Fighters - Walk
January 23, 2012 9:49 PM
My inspiration today is travel. And I am watching lots of programs involving adventures, getting lost and learning on cultures. I guess this song just adds up to everything! Enjoy~
IT will be fun if we all got lost when travelling, because that's what our forefathers did.
Howie Day - Collide
9:38 PM
I'm going back in time and just need a song where I could reflect on everything in life. Lately I've been meeting lots of people through my couchsurfing and it has been great. Tomorrow will be another great day. I'm really glad sometimes that websites like these attracts positive people, who are willing to make friends and share what they have learnt. One day, I hope to be such a person to inspire others as well.
So this song somehow goes out to all my friends especially for the present and the near future.
Am I glad we collided. :) Every day, I feel my heart, and just be thankful for everything that made me smile.
Switchfoot - You
January 15, 2012 10:17 PM
When the world gets tough and you're all alone, sometimes all you need is one soul to save us. Its either going to be yourself, or someone dear to your heart or someone you least expect to give you all the assurance to endure life.
That silent satisfaction that someone loves you is enough to get through the toughest day and make you feel beautiful when you feel unloved. And give you warmth through the darkest and loneliest nights.
This is how you remind me.
Train - Marry Me
9:56 PM
Its a Sunday and everyone needs to chill and unwind. This song touched my heart somehow. Though I don't believe in marriages, I guess this gives a little hope. And I'm going to be in the wedding business soon with one of the most beautiful friends and just can't wait to be planning the entertainment and music. I finally got a job where I put my good taste in music to good use!
Let's just chill out to Train :)
Someday I'm going to put this song in one of the lucky couple's wedding ceremony X)
Note to self
January 11, 2012 11:15 PM
NO chocolates, cut down on sweets :'(
Strictly no fast food, maximum only 1 time per week.
Lots of water & chlorophyll intake
Work out at least 3-4 times per week
*Counting down to 28 days until Phuket trip.
A girl wanna look her best in a bikini you know.
Backstreet Boys - I still
January 9, 2012 7:54 PM
I have to admit that this song is good, though a tad old, the lyrics definitely suits my mood. So fell sick these 2-3 days and I loads of time on my hands. Somehow this song strongly made me remember of all the good times spent with that special person and how we have to let it go and be just friends because of his career as a US Marine. And on every full moon, it keeps reminding me of him.
Something worth fighting for is definitely not dying for.
Switchfoot - Meant To Live
December 30, 2011 9:01 PM
I honestly love switchfoot. Extremely good lyrics and vocals plus the drums and the guitar just adds up to perfection. This is another one of their music I find beautiful that I just had to share with the world.
This song is dedicated to all the fools who are searching for the man/woman in their life to hold, when the world is much much bigger than that.
Switchfoot - Dare You To Move
8:39 PM
So everyone is talking about the new year. Soon it will be 2012 and everyone is talking about resolutions and goals. For me, its simply about finding yourself, discovering others and the world through the years. This is one of the songs that I hope that could inspire others. Enjoy~
My new year's motto : Never back down & No fear.
What's yours?
Bruno Mars - It Will Rain
December 23, 2011 10:05 PM
No, I'm not a fan of twilight but I really adore this music video. Reminds of the good times I've had a month back. Sometimes it will just keep coming back without any warning and the next minute, I'm just smiling to myself.
Linkin Park - My December
December 22, 2011 11:35 PM
Every December, the history repeats itself. The past haunts, the emptiness surrounds me and I am just feeling guilty. I keep asking myself questions whether I should be happy and enjoy days with my friends out dancing and having dinner, or just hide in my own corner brooding to my songs and books.
I just have this need to be alone, and I'm not afraid to be. I keep feeling a heartache but I'm not sure what's the cause. There's just too many things that happened in my life that I keep reflecting on before the year ends. All the mistakes, the changes, the plans made, the promises broken.
I wanted to cry but somehow the tears were all dried out. I wanted to smile but it keeps fading away. I guess I just need someone to come home to. Enjoy the song beautiful souls.
Empty
December 21, 2011 10:17 PM
Somehow deep down inside, I believe that love never lasts.
Bon Jovi / Kate Voegele - Hallelujah
9:31 PM
Since Christmas is coming up, its only fair I post up a song which reminds me of that. So at first it was this hoax about Bon Jovi being dead. I was having a heartache but thank goodness it wasn't true. So took the time to appreciate his music while he still is around and found this.
Bon Jovi's Cover
Kate Voegele's Cover
Their voices are really beautiful. The cover from Kate Voegele is as amazing... Enjoy. Will be posting other songs as well this festive season.
Hinder - Better Than Me
December 13, 2011 5:10 PM
When someone who means much to you leaves without closure, you began to wonder if he will remember the details. And somehow everyday goes by, some were good, some could be better, and there were times where everything keeps reminding me of that special person. Sometimes the movies I watched makes my heart ache even if its a comedy. Probably because I miss hanging out with that person and having cookies, sharing the milk plus the warmth of his hug plus the laughter and smiles.
These few days, I realize I've been faking my smiles to my customers at work. And my heart feels really empty. I'm not too sure why, but in my mind, Christmas is coming and so is New Year's. There is nobody I could ever think about hanging out with those 2 events but that person, and with everyone hyped about the festive occasions, it doesn't seem to affect me positively in that sense.
And when this usually happens, I turn to songs, books and working out to occupy myself rather than whining them out to my friends. I'm trying to be a man in that sense and not afraid to be alone. Somehow after all that has happened, he made me stronger and his memories will always be there warming up the cold days that will be sure to come by. The song today is my current mood.
Part close to my heart :
I told myself I won't miss you, but I remembered what it feels like beside you.
I'll keep on praying every night that you will be safe out there dear friend. :')
Krystal Harris - Supergirl
December 8, 2011 9:36 PM
Sometimes you save so many souls from breaking down, you forgot you need to be saved as well. Sometimes I think I know who I want to be in this life. I don't need money, education or love even. I'm not afraid of being alone. I want to look out into this world, discover its beauty, its beautiful people and take risks.
Although sometimes I have my moments whereby I need to be saved. Happens once in a while. The last time someone saved me was that person. He saved me from being a prey by another. He too saved me from the influence of others and respecting me & what I believe in.
He doesn't realize that, neither do I. Until today when I thought hard about it.
The simple things he did, will leave a mark and I do hope I left a mark in his as well. Though boys seemed to move on pretty well, I wish he hasn't forgotten our great days spent.
So the song today explains my situation.
Thank you for saving me beautiful soul.
In another life, I would make you stay.
The Last Moment
December 7, 2011 10:14 PM
So watched the latest episode of Supernatural yesterday and cried because the most amazing person who stood by Sam and Dean Whincester died due to a bullet to the brain. The whole episode is very emotional on how he was forced to fight off his past by dealing with it no matter how old you are, you have to look back on those things, live, let die and move on.
It's really inspiring how his last words were not trying to make Sam and Dean cry but rather to make them laugh by saying Idiots/Idgets and take the last strength to smile.
In another life, I want to be a Whincester brother. X)
Plus I'm already cursed.
War
December 6, 2011 8:40 PM
I've been viewing videos in youtube about the war in Iraq, on how the US Marines are killing because of an order from the government and the billionaires. I do think of that special someone sometimes, out there, killing innocent people. Even if they say, once a marine, always a marine, at times we've got to think on the risks of our career paths. Whether all the badges and the ranks and the rifles did matter or not. At the end of the day, its the cries and the blood and pain that we have caused others who do not deserve the life. And its true that sometimes you have nothing to gain from that occupation.
This video made me tear up. Please take a while.
Which side are you on soldiers/sailors/marines?
The wars are never-ending. Its like having war on oxygen supply.
What we're fighting for will never be worth dying for.
30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill
December 3, 2011 8:30 PM
This is rather an old song but it never gets old. Sprained my ankle while using the punching bag to vent out my anger inside. It really sucks not to work out and use the gym to just get active and dance my heart out. People are just trying to listen but somehow they can't do much so I rather just keep it to myself.
Also, this makes good a rhythmic music to punch someone. ITs the song I was listening to while I did my routine. Felt really good and painful at the same time. The hands were just red but it doesn't hurt.
I'm really beginning to love this part of myself.
I'm slowly evolving, hopefully not mutating into someone crazier than I already am. But being crazy isn't too bad. Real life needs action anyway.
E.S Posthumus - Pompeii
December 1, 2011 5:46 PM
When lyrics won't come our way, its all the music that makes you feel.
Let's just say this music just makes me want to punch someone in the face or just anybody standing in my way and stand tall.
So many fucked up things going on with the family that I've been using the punching bag at work and fighting those feelings off my chest. The hands were hurt pretty bad, but not as bad as how the heart took the damage but I found the tears holding back, instead of flowing and I could never be proud of myself.
And this also makes you feel powerful on your own.
No fear of being alone. :) Oh, I found this song on the trailer of Spiderman.
Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
November 28, 2011 9:09 PM
Well, this song caught my eye because of its title. We all have someone or something that was never meant to be in our lives at some point. And this is a side of Katy Perry whom I think is really beautiful. I'm lovin' her emo looks in this one.
Plus the lyrics make you just want to make that special someone stay for long. Though I don't want to regret anymore, there are times when you wish you could have done something. But it was never your fault to begin with anyway, so we should never dwell forever and just hold on to the memories and move forward. And just let go and learn. Because life is really an adventure. We should always take risks, fall in love, immerse yourself in the danger and just show no fear to no one but God. ( At least for me )
Damn, my mp3 is already full. I can't spare the heart to delete some of the songs.
Splender - I Think God Can Explain
November 26, 2011 8:40 PM
When you're feeling down low, all you needed was this song. Big brother gave me this song to help me pull through the day.
I'm really blessed with beautiful souls who respects me for who I am. And someone was even there for me though she is 1000miles away and one day time difference, she was there for me. With that, thank you, Tanya Gregson. You will always be in my prayers no matter where you go in this world, and I pray you will be safe.
Someone up there must really love me.
:) Thank you doesn't quite cut it.
That feeling
November 24, 2011 5:54 PM
That feeling of knowing someone is leaving, that panic attack.
Knowing the regret that comes afterwards wishing you had more time.
My heart suddenly just beats fast and I was out of breath just thinking it.
But then I thought of that smile.
A night to remember
November 19, 2011 6:02 PM
I would love to thank a great friend for inviting me to one of his first Marine Corps 236th Birthday Ball. The night was nerve-wrecking personally for myself because everyone look so beautiful. Especially when I'm seated at the table with the beautiful marine guys. It is truly an honor and I am very thankful for that moment. I only embed the moments in my mind. Sadly enough.
I swear I'm not going to look at a Marine the same way again. I am so proud of my marine friends and they have underwent through lots of training, homesickness from their family, pain and suffering even I cannot picture or walk in their shoes. With that I salute you all. Alongside the men in uniforms, I also have a glimpse of the beautiful women of the army and also the wives who stood by them through everything.
The highlights of that night was the inspiring speeches, the ceremony which gave me chills and I just felt like one of my wishes came true. To learn more about the US government is one of the wishlist I've had before.
I'm going to miss those short but beautiful moments with that fearless sergeant who have inspired others around him including myself. It's sad that time is running out but I'll take whatever is given.
Dear God,
I beg you to watch over him and never let him out of your sight. No matter disasters which come over him, whether physically or emotionally, give him strength through all his pain. Whenever his days are filled with darkness, please give him light and hope to carry on.
And if it's possible, I ask of you, I hope this will not be the last I will see of him.
Alex Band - Only One
November 17, 2011 10:09 PM
Sometimes we've got to take whatever that's left and hold on.
This song is kinda healing probably because of the voice and the lyrics. True we got only one chance for something and we can't let it slip. I'm just glad it happened. I won't take it for granted. And I'll probably will remember it for the rest of my life.
Hearts locked and hand grenades ready.
Note to self
8:55 PM
No fear.
Seether & Amy Lee - Broken
November 13, 2011 12:00 AM
Another discovery I've made. I decide to go back in time to reminiscence on all the good old gothic music by Evanescence back then. And this was one of the latest. Plus I think this girl is beautiful, the kind of girl where you can't get to see everyday and don't have to put on make up and a dress to look amazingly good.
Enjoy!~
Nickelback - We Will Rock You
November 12, 2011 8:54 PM
One of my personal hobbies is love looking around for bands/singers who do covers on other artist's songs and today I made an amazing discovery. For all the rock lovers out there, this song is for all of you :)
This song gives me the chills, and this is by far, in my opinion one of the best We Will Rock You cover I have ever heard. So going into my mp3 player.
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
November 11, 2011 8:16 PM
Everybody needs someone who cares. I love that feeling of the first touch, that first laugh
I love immersing myself in the arms of someone who wants you badly,kiss you, tell you to don't hold back and love your smile and tell it to you while looking into your eyes.
I guess this song is for everybody in particular. All we have to do is wait, let's not rush.
Skylar Grey - Love The Way You Lie
November 6, 2011 10:30 PM
So many lies in this world that others throw at me, and I can't trust anyone. Someone so beautiful could turn out so ugly on the inside. Someone so naive could never trust anyone anymore. Someone so innocent could turn out to be the worst hypocrite.
I'm still really surprised how people could change so easily. And how much it hurts knowing you can't be the same but you want to. So the song today is about lies.
Favorite parts :
No matter how many nasty things we put on each other's back, we'll always have each others back.
Even angels have a wicked scheme, and you take that to new extreme, but you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.
My Inspiration - Sarah Walker aka Yvonne Stratovski
November 2, 2011 9:33 PM
Her beauty, takes your breath away.
Her intelligence makes you wonder.
Her speedy fighting moves is just another gift that makes you feel protected.
Her ability to lie about her true feelings and her true self reflects strength.
Her love for him surpasses them all even if he's with another girl, she hold back her tears and still protect him from everything.
She's the best CIA agent.
She is my inspiration.
Muse - Feeling Good ( Cover )
October 26, 2011 6:09 PM
So a beautiful soul showed me a cover of Can't Take My Eyes Off You by Muse. Holy Cow! I said. Muse is known for their unique sounds, electric masterpieces and the spooning voice of their front man. So I decided to surf around again for more and found this STUNNING performance.
Hold on to your edge of your seat music lovers :D
This is another video featuring their live performance of Can't Take My Eyes Off You. ENJOY!
I love his SCREAM.
Alex Band - Tonight & Where Ever you Will Go
5:56 PM
This guy has one of the most beautiful voices in my opinion. He came from the band, The Calling. When I surf his live performances, it really makes you feel blessed. So here he is, flying solo, and I decided to give his songs a try and it is goooooood.
This was the live performance that made a girl's heart melt :
And hence, his new song. There are others but it will be published on other days.
I hate Twilight for obvious reasons and the video reminds me of it. Just hear the music cause that's what its about :)
Favorite parts :
Tonight, I got you where I want you. Closer I can tell you anything.
Tonight let the music take ensemble, fall into forever.
Inspirational lyric of the day
October 20, 2011 9:03 PM
In all of the creations, all things great and small, you're the one that surpasses them all. More precious than diamond or pearls, they broke the mold when you came into this world.
Daughtry - No Surprise ( Extended Version )
October 15, 2011 4:54 PM
When life brings you down, listen to this song.
Every time the song is played anywhere, a part of me would smile, a part of me would break down, some parts would cry, some parts would be positive.
It makes me think that no one wants the hard life. But there are people out there with hard life who are silent and who does not want others to be hurt by what happened in their lives and push others away even the people close to her.
I hope my future might be better I truly do, but at this rate it might not be. Damn it, my positivity went out the window at this moment.
Parts I wish I could say to that special person :
The kiss goodnight it comes with me, both wrong and right our memories. The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can keep.
Our favorite place we use to go, the warm embrace that no one knows. The loving look that's left of your eyes, I know in time we'll find this was no surprise.
There's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow, I can't believe that I stayed today. You and I will be a tough act to follow but I know in time this was no surprise.
There's nothing in this heart left to borrow, there's nothing here in this soul left to say. God knows I tried to find an easy way.
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
4:07 PM
Its a classic song. Simple words, keep you thinking deeper about that special someone close to your heart. 2 days before I had this beautiful dream of mom. We were in a hurry to go somewhere and we walked through a thunderstorm together. We hugged and of course I felt the warmth. We just feel so young and I remembered she bought a primary 2 school uniform instead of secondary school. It was the last time she saw me in a uniform going to school.
Somehow when I wake up, this song was playing first in the mp3 player. And it immediately made my heart aches. I just wish I could lie down with her spirit in the middle of the empty road just watching cars pass by and no words needed.
I just can't wait for my life to finally all end so I could see mom again.
Its not suicidal, I'm just so sick of this life cause there's nothing else to live for.
I don't quite know how to say how I feel.
Quote that inspire me today
October 11, 2011 12:35 AM
Mistakes are proof that we're trying.
Does the pain weigh out your pride?
October 8, 2011 10:22 PM
Whenever there's love, there is also conflicts in the heart.
Enrique Iglesias - Hero
October 6, 2011 10:28 PM
Let's go back to the beautiful pop songs from the early days where good music is all around. Feeling a little melodramatic so I decided to put up an old song which meant a lot to me. Its the first song which I could play on my guitar.
Somehow this music video is kind of awesome. Running away together from a bunch of crooks, stealing money from a bank, risking your life but having time to gaze into each other's eyes. Its fun knowing someone is beside you through all the tough times because nowadays, everyone wants only the good times in a relationship.
Somehow when you think about it, if you take out the kissing, the holding hands, the make outs, the physical parts, what you are left with if its not what you think is what you want to live with, then you're a ass.
Eminem/Rihanna/Skylar Grey/Dr Dre - Love the way you lie & I need a doctor
9:25 PM
My brother officially made me love this performance. I think its a beautiful cohesion between these 4 artists.
Enjoy this live performance.
The Script - For The First Time
September 27, 2011 9:14 PM
I guess this song is a reminder of what's left inside of my heart. I keep waking up with a broken heart sometimes but I pretend everything is alright because we have to move forward even though we never move on at all, like a treadmill. You're running at your highest speed but you're still stationary.
And my favorite part? This song explains exactly how I wake up and go to bed every morning and night with a heart ache that I thought would go away some day.